Nightmare Magazine

LIGHTSPEED & NIGHTMARE Kickstarter graphic. Left side: Bright light blue background with rays (as of light) bursting out from the center. Central image is an open book with a rocket blasting up out of it. Below the book is the LIGHTSPEED magazine wordmark; the word lightspeed is rendered in a orange-to-yellow gradient, with a white outline around it and dropshadow underneath it. Right side: Bright light yellow background with rays (as of light) bursting out from the center. Central image is an open book with a haunted house emerging from it. Below the book is the NIGHTMARE magazine wordmark; the word nightmare is rendered in a dark red to lighter red gradient, with a white outline around it and dropshadow underneath it. Top: the words "LIVE on Kickstarter"

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Poetry

In Our Bodies, There Is Heat


CW: violence, death.


I was inspired by my body, and bodies in general. What it means for a body to exist in spaces that find it unworthy, unholy. And how sometimes, we also have to carry our ancestry, our birthplace, in these very bodies. So we have bodies weighted with history and ancestry, but still found sacrilegious. How does one reconcile that? For me, to continue to exist and thrive in said body, is to exist in perpetual righteous rage. In spite of it all, our bodies are worthy, our bodies are enough.

—SI

Is it the last ray of starlight on your tongues?
We are ten feet tall.
Our grandmama drank all of winter and birthed rage
We are boys whose skins are tarnished trinkets
Here, all we have, is heat, and rain,
and running.
Does it pour into your bodies, radiant and true?
On the tarmac, we are the ones burning
In fragments, bodies caught in crossfire,
we pick ourselves undone.
Does it ignite, like fire?
It is the catching, the scalding, the flailing . . .
Is it blood, skin and bones?
These lips have morphed to glass, to marble, to steel
They’d drink dry a brook and fall,
parched to death.
We have died at the stake a hundred times.
Of whom are you drawn?
The Kalahari, the Sahara, the Namibia
Of his skull, our father chiseled ice.

Somto Ihezue

Somto Ihezue is a Nigerian-Igbo writer, filmmaker, and editor. He is Original Fiction Manager at Escape Artists, and an editor with Apex Magazine and Cast of Wonders.

He was awarded the 2021 African Youth Network Movement Fiction Prize. A BSFA nominee, Nommo Award-nominee and finalist for the 2022 Afritondo Prize, his works have appeared in Tor’s Africa Risen anthology, Fireside Magazine, Strange Horizons, PodCastle, Escape Pod, POETRY Magazine, Cossmass Infinities, Flame Tree Press, Flash Fiction Online, and others. He tweets @somto_Ihezue.